According to school, I was much more successful in my various endeavors when I was ~clinically depressed, last year. Technically, I’m cured, but I never bought into that whole thing. I’m starting to think though, that when I needed the little things (the things I haven’t been as successful at this year), I did better. Now I just kind of want stuff, I don’t need it to get by, and the fact that I did better when I needed it is very disheartening.
